Disturbed

Monday night..... feeling so disgusting. went out for dinner... and ate to much. That's NEEDS to stop!!

But before I get ahead of myself... maybe I should start from the beginning. I'm -K- . I'm terribly insecure and its been tearing my life and my self esteem apart. I have been disgusted with myself for far to long now, and recently came across a blog which inspired me.... & now I have decided to try different methods of weight loss. In 2008 I lost 40lbs..... that's it!!! weak I know. I can do better though.

I have a loving boyfriend in my life so I will have to be careful. This Christmas he got me an ipod. but asked if I could go to the gym more. WOW in my face. :( but its a new year therefore... a new me for life.

~A new -K- for 2009 ~

If anyone has any advice or tips pass them along feedback is necessary. <3

Starve on beautifuls!